6月27日

a year passes without notice. despite ups and downs, i feel so strongly of the love recently. hope it wont stop with time, but grow with it. truly blessed. looking at the photos video, there were much more than i have imagined. touched and smile =*)

很想很想

很想很想, 高叫一聲, 大喊一場, 怒跑一下. 什麼都不幹, 吹著海風, 看著山, 望著天, 感受一下100% 的從前的那一個那一刻

生命, 活力, 是要必然的跟著時間走嗎?

燃點了, 忽然, 如此這般.
除了自己, 還有嗎？

Once upon a time

Once upon a time. I have a feeling of returning to the old days. Can't say 'the good old days', because it might not be good...though it might not be bad as well.

這個晚上, 曾經的任性, 像在沉睡中被喚醒.

a bit of mess with a bit of sweetness

So many things have happened these two months. The US trip passed by so quickly without notice. There are always so much to say, to remember and to recall than I can write down here. From time to time, living in the moment has prevented me from recording bits and pieces in life. Maybe its due to fear of losing all the good memory one day, and when looking back, there's only more pain than happiness. There have been times when I could clearly remember a day, a moment, a word, a gesture, an eye contact...but I feel like these vivid encoding and decoding ceased unconsciously. Is it a self defense mechanism that is working? Or is it a mere 'aging effect'. I'm not  even sure if it means good or bad at all. But the feeling is getting stronger and more genuine.

But anyway, I just wanted to make a note of the US trip and sports festival. The picture of last year FOS was still vivid, and somehow I can't ever imagine what has happened one year later. Sometimes it can be cruel, but sometimes it can be sweet too. Occasionally it might be too psychologically demanding, but I believe time will heal and love will harvest.

Didn't take picture at FOS this year, I must remember..next year.

簡單

其實很簡單. 一直都是.

去年某日, 有很強烈這個感覺. 今天, 再浮現.

一切依舊. 其實我很簡單. 一直都是.

彷彿

彷彿, 是因為掛念?

A deep breath in

So many things happening, some much thoughts going in my head, yet so little time to stop, write it down and organize.
Be it good or  bad on the surface, they're all meant to be good.
Grasp a breath, hold it tight and hang in there. It's just so fascinating after all.
Tears and smile do come together =)

１．０

一下子, 分享了許多. 然後才發現, 原來發生了許多, 亦確實有很多值得思索

回想一下, 我想, 不得否認的, 這好幾年來, 原來有10個他, 和她, 闖進了我的生命裡. 或長或短, 或深或淺; 有正面有負面, 有值得留戀回味的, 有恨不得撕碎的...

10 這個數字很有趣. 是大是小, 是多是少?

10 由 1 和 0 組成.  10...很完整了吧?!

10, 很多時候是滿分, 是完美.

或者...就應停留在這裡, 讓10好好地發揮它所代表的.

而這刻, 對我來說, 1 or 0 應該代表了All or None 吧?

2013 年

不知不覺2012就過去了，正式踏入新的一年。亦同時標示著我的假期也圓滿結束，要好好的迎接新學期，收拾心情專心的思考我的論文，計劃一下自己的方向。
在facebook上看到很多朋友都會作一點2012年的反思，總結回顧一下這一年所發生所經歷過的。一直都不特別這樣做的我，其實這一年要回顧的話，實在很多，畫面應該很豐富，所經歷的亦像過山車一樣，上上落落，看到不同的風景，感受不同的震撼力，有驚有喜，有得有失。之所以不習慣作年結反省，不作年頭大計，因為我從幾年前開始學懂了活在當下，每時每刻其實都是自我反省的機會，任何時候只要時機成熟都可以是大計的開始，故此，年月日並不十分重要。正如愛護身邊的人，每分每秒都應該提醒自己實行，努力用功，或輕鬆放縱，那一刻當下的決定，隨心而行就不會後悔，為自己所做所想負責，控制自己的生命。

這一年遇上許多的轉變，意料之內的，意料之外的，都一一發生。不善於面對轉變的我開始覺得自己真的長大了，成熟了。或許經歷多了，轉變，逆境，失敗，成功，深明都是一種磨鍊，更是一種精彩人生裡的點綴。依然感情豐富的自己體會著喜怒哀樂的真實感和帶來的存在感。享受生命，擁抱人生，燃燒青春，不是紙上談兵。總深信大部分生在香港這個富裕城市的人其實都很幸福，只要願意踏出一步，大都可以尋找自己的理想。雖然不容易，亦有不同的阻礙，生活上的困擾，但理想對我來說是精神上的追尋，思考與實踐的過程更為重要, 亦是帶來滿足感的途徑。最終能否達到就得隨遇而安了。

每一天所經歷的, 其實都真是一種福氣. 遇到的人和事, 所帶來的或簡單平凡, 或深刻難忘, 都是繼續導演自己生命的原動力.